Lost..

One of my dear friend has lost her father. Not only she cry a lot she seems desperately unhappy to live her life again..:(. Not that i dislike her way of grieving. I do believe that every one have their own way dealing with their losses. Like my Mother for example, i remember she only cry once when my father died, But later that i know she actually cry a lot when shes' s alone. She also seems "freeze" by not cleaning her bedroom (so it looks as same as my father left it), being an outsiders by not taking any phone calls or seeing anybody like our neighbor and friends, She just silent with everything and being death also. Lucky it' s only happen for a week. After that she look like "play" again with the world by start redesigned our house and make phone call with her sister and friend. Different with my grandma, as she tell us, She really desperate when grandpa died and it took her a year or two to deal with everything...

I guess it' s human nature, Just like being in a environment it's really depend on your self to be a part of the living space or be and outsiders. I mean it's all up to you either to be deal with everything and moveor stuck to the moment that actually blur to living on...

Talking about Loose, grieve...i also kind BLACK at a moment. Can't explain why but i deeply in need for black biker leather jacket...

(All from Who What Wear)

Yes , I know it's so yesterday...but what can i say, i am ridiculous :)